the mourning began before I had the time to contemplate how it is to die for you for me for all that once breathed a beginning so dreaded that we cannot stop thinking about it but once it happens the ghosts take over and all thoughts stilled when the ghosts are taking over my mind … More “the ghosts”
imagination i fathom to be our greatest curse things go wrong… what-if? things go right… what-then? and imagination brings the hearse asking what-then after you weave in your head a tapestry of an almost history crowned in smoke and mirrors think and you drown murdered by our own hopes to live because it is … More “what then?”
beware of your fangs sharp as the broken teacup that cut my right thumb when I was eight years old the scar is still here right on the knuckle i wonder if you felt the pain when I plucked your demons out venoms showering my earth as they snapped now they are dangling on my … More “dear snake”
today i took an online quiz telling me if i am depressed and if so how much because i laugh a lot and cry when no one is watching i think about things again and again again again again again again until it is 5am so maybe no one would watch if i just take … More i think i am depressed (just a little)
they saw my words flowing through you all the love longing leaving assuming a credit of my poetry equals to your name so much it hinged right to my frozen fingers fidgeting for feelings forgone feeding myself with f- words because honestly I am fed up with wondering why tears would not come why but … More “f-words”
I was trying to write a sonnet
of a love that will never be
the bard has written well you see
so his lovers will be remembered eternally … More “15th february”
this is a somewhat translation, or as I prefer, a feeble interpretation of Denise Ho’s song, 化蝶.
let me unearth the fertile soil
let tears nourish the phantom petals…
… More “metamorphosis” (化蝶)
repent you ever dream
joy was
once upon a blossoming summer
that tender touch of sunlight soothing
the frostbites from last winter
Potential Poet in Training 